The fact that I worked on 3 stories for like, 25 days, with each of them having their own section, and ended up submitting one I only worked on for two days to the contest, a story I haven't even given an in depth review and revision yet.

Oh well, so much for all that work. Now I'm just going to wait for the next contest seeing my story is definitely not a winner.

And one other thing, after putting this off for a very long time, I've decided to disconnect from the community. And oh, disconnecting isn't "MAN THIS SITE SUCKS, BRB GOING TO LIVE, SEE YOU FAGS LATER HAHA" disconnecting is merely detaching one's self from absorption into this site. Emerging from immersion.

For example, say I'm not an outside type. In a coping mechanism, my mind attaches itself to this site, particularly this forum. The way there's tons of people here makes you feel like you're outside and communicating with other people, but in actuality this is merely a substitute, something to use when you're bored.

I've met many people on this site, and only a few have proven to be worth a lick or worth a moment's thought. I've also met a few who treat this place like a strange cult. My God, seeing people blabber on and on about this site like it's REAL LIFE is sickening. And one time I saw on a blog, it was called "The Book of Stickamism." I cried.

Basically, my point is that i'm detaching myself of all connection here, I'll post less and submit stuff less and i'll log on less. I'm going to treat this like a site and nothing more from now on.

It's about time.

It's about damn time I did this.

EDIT: RIP Billy Mays ;_;